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i'm still feelin insecured... not becoz of wat he said.. but becoz of how much i'm afraid of havin to lose u... i'm afraid tat one day u cant tolerate me..... i'm juz not sure of how u feel towards me... i feel like u're holdin back... i'm afraid tat u don love me as much as how u loved her... u're much more expericenced than i am... i'm afraid i cant match up wif u... i'm afraid tat i can't meet ur expectations of me.....

i hav my fears... i hav my doubts...

i wish i knew u better... i wish i knew how u really feels... i wish to be a better person becoz of u... i wish i'm worthy.... i wish i hav more to offer... i wish u're happie... i wish to give u happiness... i wish i'm e one... i wish not to disappoint u... i wish not to be compared... i wish to hav ur 100%____... i wish u're true...........[LuLu~] am i doin e rite thing.......?

batam...!!

i'm goin batam tomolo!!! haha...!! stay over for a nite... :) but i'm gonna miss u.... and i think i hav no time to finish my PW and my assignments... haiz... i need more public holidays.....!!

sorrie kailee bout e PE crap yesterday...

EXCO is serious... it's gettin more and more real....!! and i'm freakin out... Lord please guide me along and watch over me to overcome all e obstacles ahead.... i pray tat i'm up for it....

tis is a super random blog....

think i've seriously mistaken u.... i'm sorrie...

i've loved u
and i still do
but there's no turnin back now
things are not e same anymore
we've both moved on to our separate ways
i wish u'd find ur true happiness
one tat i couldnt give to u
u've taken a part of me when u left
u'll always hav a place in my heart
i don blame u for wat had happened
and i don hate u for wat u've done to me
i wish to move on
and i hope u'll do e same
i wish to hav ur blessings
i wish to be able to face u again
i wish u'd understand
i wish u happiness....................

it's been almost a month..................

havin mixed feelings... but i noe i'm gonna hang on tight to wat i hav now... i'll treasure all tat i hav... but i'm still feelin insecured... i'd still wonder why me?? afraid tat my heart will be broken yet again....

[LuLu~] am i really e one......??

feelin like i'm fallin apart... had a panic attack last nite at e most awkward moment... haiz... it's comin back again...!! argghhhhh!!!! gotta take better care of myself... mm... nvm... wish i'm healthier... don take good health for granted..!!

todae was a borin day...!! super duper ultra borin...!! rained in e mornin lor... wahlao... obviously i don hav umbrella one... den lucky got some super nice ex-dunman ger asked me if i wan share umbrella wif her... haha.. yeah..!! thank u thank u...!!! but think e umbrella is too small for 2 pple... half my body was drenched when i got into school still... haiz.. nvm... at least e other half of me is dry... haha.. but it was super duper ultra cold in e LT lah.. maybe bcoz i'm wet... mm... played cards in e tree house durin e 3 period break... thursday is a total waste of time lor... den physics prac juz sux.. bleah... came home super early to do my GP essay...!! i'm such a good ger... :) shall go swim later if e weather's good... but it'll be all by myself :( nvm....

tomolo's EXCO interview..!! oh no...

i muz train up for 2.4km run...!! cannot fail.... so from next week on i muz force myself to run after school...!!! haha... quite impossible.... :p

my printer's goin crazy... 1 moment can print den next moment got catridge error...!! i'm super techno idiot... haha... so shall juz leave it... :)

miss u so much... haiz... but wat can i do?.... haiz... whoever said distance makes e heart fonder is crap lor...!!!! distance only makes e heart ache!!!!!!!!!! haiz... nvm....

[LuLu~] wonder if u ever think about me.........

PI is finally over..!! :) wat a great day.!

oh yeah... i'm so happie so so happie... :) finally handed in my PI... waved good-bye...! yes!!! hehe... but now means group work... oh.. did i mention wat a 'FANTASTIC' group i hav?? as wat my class would like to say... it's super 'IMBA'...!!!!! my group so happened to hav e two most conflictin pple in class... they're like sworn enemies.. oh no...!! it's like a time bomb... ready to explode anytime anywhere anyhow...!! bleah... nvm... dear mr kwek say we can survive through tis... he promised us we won't fail... lets juz wait and see how true tat is... :)

oh yeah... got back my chem lecture assessment...!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG...!! i passed lah.. haha... wat a miracle...!! to think tat i did not touch chem at all!! haha.. nvm.. pple's goin to slap me soon... :)

park's still workin on his ASA logo.. haha.. super funny.. he like spent e whole econs tutorial sketchin lah.. hehe... and we're tryin so hard to get him to be a man and ask her for her number and go out wif her...!!! super funny... haha...

egg tarts are super nice... :) especially when it's nicely chilled from bengawang solo... :) hehe... went to parkway after physics tutorial... hehe... and i can't wait for tomolo...!! :)

oh yes... we had ensemb prac todae... i sucked.. :'( juz can't seem to play anything properly... it's not a trumpet day todae...!! and tat sux... coz we had to run through in e evenin infront of all e rest of e ensemb groups... haiz... think i sounded like crap...!! ah... and to think tat mr tan is goin to hear us tomolo!!! E HORROR!!!! nvm... pray hard tat it'll be a fantastic trumpet day tomolo... gimme a good luck kiss...!! :)

and i can't go for e tekong trip tomolo wif my dear classmates... since tomolo's band seemed to be very important... ah...!!! my EXCO interview's on friday...!!! freaks me out freaks me out freaks me out...!!

[LuLu~] lovin u... missin u........ thinkin of u......................

Good morning!!!!

hello pple!! gd mornin..! yes.. u're lookin at e earliest blog i've ever ever written!!!! oh my goodness... it's onli 6am!! and tis is after me sendin dear mr kwek my newly written PI completed at 5.30am... tat means i woke up at 3am to redo e whole shit!!!!!!!!!! haha... was thinkin through my original PI e whole nite... tot it was crap somehow... so dragged myself out of my bed to do... haiz... i'm a BIG TIME MUGGER!!!!!!!!! mugger mugger mugger...!! shit... nvm... i'm so sorrie....

guess wat..!! kim was online at tis time too!! haha... doin PI.... but he's preparin for school now... i shall slack till 6.30... :)

i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u!!!!!!!!!!

[LuLu~] wish u're here.......

addicted to u~

i'm really addicted to u... :)

busy busy busy...!! :)

yeah...!! it's been a long long long long time since i've gotten enough sleep... hehe... and yes...! i juz woke up... haha... nvm... i'm still so darn busy...!! hav to finish my final PI by monday...!! oh no oh no oh no...!!

we're together for sure now... :) no doubts kiez...

i've got to hav my hair cut...!!!!! mm... most likely on tuesday... mm... oh.. and tuesday's e day to hand in ur PI pple!!!! jianming u betta start doin ur PI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh great... juz remembered tuesday got ensem prac...! arz... nvm... find another day...! i hate e weather now...!! rain and rain and rain and rain everyday lah...!! where e hell did all e water come from??!!!!!!! pissed... can't wait for holidays...! can't wait can't wait can't wait!!! hehe... but holidays means mid-year!! oh no oh no oh no..! okay... wat's wrong wif me todae...?!

yesterday was a somewhat good dae?? had VJ band in e mornin...! i actually arrived so super early...!! haha... den we played armenian dances.. NEW WORLD!!!!!!!!!(oh my goodness...!! my fav piece lah... though it sounded weird when we sight read)..... and other pieces... was fun... i love sight readin pieces...! den durin break we had a short quintet prac for amazin grace... think it sounds much betta now... thanx for e effort pple...! den me xiaocui jien jessie left at 11 to go sembawang... hehe... they went to dunman to take bus there... my superb nice dear shuyuan sent me there... haha... nvm... wah... i'm like super slack lah... didn't do much durin e exchange... hehe... played for SSW and SWO... den was really sight readin e SSW pieces lor.. hehe... :p muz not do tat next time... den i saw my dear sec1 juniors for e first time...! wah... feelin old... they're like so young and cute... haha... remind myself of me when i'm sec1...! horrible horrible horrible... freaks me out when i look at my sec1 photo... haha... nvm... mr ng didn't seem to be in a super good mood... but at least he's not pissed or anything... :) think everyone played well!!! was a fun exchange..!!

after tat went to pasir ris for congo's birthdae chalet... sorrie congo i didn't stay for long... not gonna elaborate on e chalet part... went pasir ris park... had a nice long time wif u... :)

think i'm e ultimate buffet for mosquito lah...!! currently i hav more than 10 love bites from them on my body...!! arz...!! can even kiss me when i'm bathin lor... WTH!!!!!

oh yes...!! sunlu sux... i don care...! u juz sux... okay??!!!!!! how can u ever asked me such a question?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or any girl such a question??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FREAK!!!!! PERVERT!!!!!!!!!!!!! i could hav juz slapped ur face rite there and then!!!!!!!! #$%*%^@($&@^&(*@%^%&*()%^@%ajkhklajgiak@#%^&*&$(*^&%@%$!!!!!!

okie... i shall go bath and change...

[LuLu~] wish u're safe........

ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay.. think i'm havin super big PMS now... ROAR!!!!!!!!!! dono why... but i'm like super frustrated...!! i don hav time at all!!! no time no time no time....!!!!! i think i need 36 hours a day...!! and e stupid mosquito in my room has already kissed me 3 times..!! i'm itchin like mad lah...!! aaarrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

List of things on my mind tat needs to be done urgently!:
1. finish my PI
2. practise my trumpet
3. practise for VIP openhouse
4. do my tutorials!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. get jasmine's present!! (we're so sorrie!! but really no time no time!!)
6. play well for band prac on friday for e invited conductor
7. play really well for exchange on sat
8. buy my trumpet mouthpiece!!!!
9. clean up my super messed up table and shelf!!
10. get my hair cut!!
11. convince my mama bout u noe wat.....
12. convince my papa bout u noe wat...!
13. to fail my chemistry lecture assessment tomolo! ha!

wah... e list is never endin.. i shall not continue further.... haiz... i have no time management skill at all!!!

i'm so sorrie jien... hehe... but i'll let u noe when e time's rite... :)

mr kwek please like my PI pls pls pls pls pls........ please say e idea is good.... haiz... it's drivin me nuts... nvm...

oh yeah...! todae's a wonderful day... slept durin econs lecture...! i actually dreamt..!! oh my goodness lah.. haha... tat's e first time lei... ops... i should be muggin hard... mid-year is in 2 months time...!!! i need to get 1B 1C 2D to take a H3 subject... not tat i really wanna take but tat's my goal for now... anyway... band was okay todae... played a few pieces and quite relieved tat i still remember how to play those competition pieces.... phew.... after band prac we went to geylang to eat 'frog porridge'... hehe... super nice lor... juz tell urself tat it tastes like chicken..!! hehe... but good school girl like LuLu~ have to get home early as there is school tomolo!!! so sad... wish i could stay longer.... :) nvm... tat's about it for todae....

think JC is ruinin my life...!!!! i'm always so drained tat i juz can't seem to be bothered bout anything when i'm at home... pissin my mum off every single second... although it's not completely my fault...!! i need a break from everything...!! but tat seemed impossible... haiz... time is flyin pass now lah... whooossshhhhhh.... and now is near e end of april...!! oh my goodness...!! wat hav i been doin for e past 4 months...??!!!! damn... wastin my life away.... and i can't afford to screw up my A's... shit...

okay... JC's not so bad actually.. hehe.. thanx my great fantastic class and my great fantastic frens in VJ...!!

06S55 rock on!!!!

okay... todae's blog is like super random... sorrie...

oh yes... congrats to my dear jaslyn for winnin e soccer match...!! will go down to support u one day...!! tat is if i hav e time... :)

[LuLu~] can't wait for tomolo!! :)

Preliminary Ideas....... sux....

ah....!!! juz typed a new PI and sent to my dear mr kwek... totally scraped e previous one... PW is a total waste of time lor... haiz... please please please please mr kwek say e idea is good...!!!! if not i think i'll really go crazy le!! no more ideas...!! my creativity is runnin DRY!!!!!

nvm... other than tat todae is pretty good eh... hehe... rehearsed quintet and sextet for VIP openhouse...!! think we're playin 3 pieces... allegro.. amazin grace.. rondeou.... haha.. don really noe e title... nvm... but all super nice i think... but pple..! we need to practise more...!! not much time left lei... hehe...

nothin much to blog bout todae... PI's drivin me mad.... haiz.... 06S55 rox...! :)

[LuLu~] wanna run away wif u...!!

hello pple... i shall update bout my wonderful and busy weekend...!!

friday
wah... rhythm XX!!!!!! it's like been a super long time since i've ever hear my juniors.... all tat i could say is good job everyone...! e concert was fabulous...!!!!!!! hehe...

met up wif jyeh in e mornin to hav breakfast.. haha.. lazy goh was late for 15 min lor..!! and he told me not to be late lei..! den i bought subway and he got BK... but we both are too poor to afford drink.. haiz... haha.. after tat went to VCH... den wah... they told us lunch is provided...!! den it's like 30 min after my subway i'm eatin my charsiew rice lor.. haha.. okay.. i like ate onli e charsiew and dumped e rice.. hehe.. but mr goh finished his...!!! shockin..!!

all e soloist did a fantastic job.... i'm so sorrie pinrui tat i didn't get to listen to e full concerto... stupid VCH guy chased all e alunmi in e circle seats out lah.. den i had to run down to e backstage to hear e endin... but it was great!! chunbok's was WOW... haha... i was like almost sittin rite infront of him lah.. up close and personnal... haha..!! it was very impressive and i enjoyed every second of it...!! piano conerto was like e ultimate best ever..!! it was mesmerizin..!! e pianist played wif flare and attitude.. hehe.. 'sounds familiar??' aniwae... i applaude all e soloist for their fantastic job make e concert a big success...

alumni band rox!! i think we played really well considerin e limited practises.. and to think tat some of us hav not been playin for a pretty long time...!! i love 'hobbits'... and of course 'phantom of the opera'.... playin in alumni band makes me marvel at how much i really miss playin in dunman band wif my frens.... i feel so distant from them....

thanx to my VJCSB frens... especially benny gladys and whoever tat bought me e beautiful sunflower!!! hehe.. i'm so sorrie i can't remember who gave me wat... haha... and thanx to yufan zhibin and herhan!! oh oh...!! and thanx to my dear trumpet junior for tat nice bottle of stars.. hehe... jessie chen! where's mine??!!!! haha.. nvm... and thanx to all those who came for e concert to support..!!

saturday
went for SSW prac in e mornin... we tried playin fantasy variations... but andrew gave up in e end.. hehe... den it was 'Passion of Christ'!!!!!!!! oh my goodness...!!! so nice so nice so nice... haha... although there's much more practises needed.. but i still love it!!! hehe... but so sad lah... onli given 30 min to hav lunch... lucky shuyuan rode to some coffee shop and got us chicken rice!! yeah... hehe.. i don like e food in e CC... afternoon we played 'noah's ark'... wah.. first time i play it lor... super nice oso... hehe... yeah... can't wait to play it on sat for e exchange... oh... did i mention tat andrew is like super funny.. haha... i shall not further elaborate... and shuyuan sounds super ultra fantastically nice on e french horn!!!! haha... jealousy arouses........

at nite i finally got to go meet up wif jasmine jaslyn and isa lor... it's been so long...!!! but we oso didn't get to catch up for long... coz seemed like everyone gotta leave early... haiz... wish we could hang out longer.... :)

Best frens forever!!!

sunday(todae!!!)
a million billion zillion thanx to my dear shuyuan for givin me a ride to SWO... haha... or i would hav died on e train due to exhaustion... haha... i woke up onli at 7!! hehe... and reached on time at 8... but didn't get to eat breakfast... was starvin when we got back from marsiling...

e performance at marsilin is something i wish not to mention... haha... heard so much camera clickin away... haha... quite fun... :)

e free food wasn't very fantastic... so me and xiaocui decided to buy maggie mee and share.. so pathetic lor... den after tat had rehearsal... it seemed like forever.. hehe... nvm... we ended at 5 liddat in e end... den waited for e rain to stop till 6 plus... den nice shuyuan rode me to eat at some hongkong cafe wif nice food and sent me home!!! hehe.. sad didn't get to eat e cheesecake... nvm...

ah!!!!!!!!!!! i in e end didnt' do my PI draft.. haha... dear mr kwek please don kill me tomolo!!! hehe... nvm... it's goin to be a busy busy week ahead.. haiz... den won't hav time to go out le... can't wait for sat's exchange.. can see my nice and cute little dear juniors... haha... aniwae... i've decided to practise harder on my trumpet.. hehe.. am inspired... haha... hope i hav e time and energy though... nvm...

[LuLu~] let love overcome every obstacles we face...

and to certain pple out there... whether we are together in e end anot if not really ur business.. so please stop all these stupid things can...

wat a great day....

wow... todae's yet another fantastic day for me...! hehe... feelin really excited and happie and ______ hehe.... nvm...

i didn't attend any lesson todae.. haha.. was doin e econs essay and fillin e EXCO form e whole time lor... haha... thanx jessie and shushan for e great appraisal..... den we had sports day....!!! jianming's like e highlight of e day man...! his horse costume is like WOW!!! super muscular lah... haha.... look at e pic man... it's like super cute... haha... but he didn't wear e wings lor..!!

wah... haha... so nice so nice... think sports day is rather okay... we played bridge lah.. oh no.. hehe.. i can onli say we're all purple and gay...!

after sports day e class decided to go suntec.. i went along lor...! haha... they ate at carl's junior... wah... i'm still amazed at e size of e burger everytime i go there.. hehe... i ate alot of free fries from diego and tsunami... hehe... thanx to e two of u!! hehe...

after tat i left and met up wif ___.. hehe... so fun lor... :) bought stuffs and ate e super nice puff at marina square!! hehe... den went to esplanade...! wah... and i watched my first ever live jazz band perform... they are japaness...! den e trumpeter super good lor... wat a wonderful nite... hehe.... and here's e pic of e band... a bit blur.. hehe... but they're like super good....

so all i can say is tat it's such a great day yet again... :)

[LuLu~]livin e life i like.... :)

edited: tis was written for yesterday.. haha... didn't publish somehow last nite... mm... gonna go for rhythm concert now..!! good luck everyone...!! e concert will be a blast! enjoy...

econs essay!! ah... it's like rite in front of my face... okay.. beside my laptop... it's callin me to do it...!! oh no..!! i don wan i don wan!!! haiz... maybe i'll do half den tomolo durin lecture complete e rest.. hehe.. keep myself busy durin lectures.. hehe... realised tat it's super helpful listenin to mp3 durin lectures... time pass by super fast... haha... but i still noe wat's goin on durin e lecture one kiez... hehe..

park...!! don be depressed kiez... we're still behind u de... hehe...

tomolo's sports day..! but sadly we hav lesson till 12... den i've to play for some march... so muz be set up at bout 1... sports day officially starts at 2... haiz.. so late lah... den i think most likely will be dismissed at 5 plus to 6 plus lor... oh no... i wan go out i wan go out... watch movie watch movie!!!! haha... jianming's gonna be e 'pegasus'... i've gotten e wings for u my dear..!! haha.. u better wear it tomolo!!! can't imagine how he's goin to look like lor... in some 'horse' costume... haha... hilarious...

tomolo's e deadline for submission of e band's EXCO application... but until now i've still not decided whether to run for EXCO anot... dilema...! haiz...

so much goin on inside me now... i juz can't seem to contain it anymore..! maybe one day i'll juz explode and spill all tat's within me now.... haiz........... nvm...

we really can't turn back time now... guess i'm one of those pple who'll onli realise it's importance when it's gone... haiz... i miss u guys.........

[LuLu~] lonely... but at least i've got u.....

:)

hello... it's been a fantastic dae yet again... :)

been thinkin alot about e close frens around me... hav so so much to say to u all... but i don't even noe where to start... i miss e days @ dhs... i miss bein wif jasmine, jaslyn and isa... :) we all gotta move on... but i'm hangin on tight to u pple..! haha.. u all cannot shake me off!!! got so much to tell u all... we muz meet up soon...! SOON!!!! hehe... best frens always kiez...

wah.. tat was so sentimental... anyway... i really miss them.... :)

think my walk wif God now is growin strong day by day... :) i don wanna be taken away from my God..!! He's given me strength to carry on... to lead tis life i'm havin... however tough obstacles i'm goin to come across... i'll trust them to Him... :) i love my Lord...!

tis e house banner tat my wonderful class made..! in e process... hehe... super nice rite...!

[LuLu~] goin sentimental......

muackz...

i wanna kiss so many pple now...!! okay... nvm... juz read some blog... hehe... i love my best fren...!! haha... i wan kiss u sally...!!! hehe... ops.. nvm...

skipped GP todae wif kailee... she wasn't feelin well... and i didn't hav band in e evenin and i certainly do not feel like goin through comprehension skills for 3 periods... so decided to self-declare end of school early.. hehe.. please take care of urself peifang...! hope to see u tomolo...

had a wonderful dae todae... :) despite e fact tat my phone's still out of my reach...

thank u for bein so patient wif me...

okay.. i'm feelin much better now... not so super pissed.. haha...

handphone is like so important tat it's become a part of me... now without my precious phone... a piece of me is missin...!! i'm incomplete..!!!!! oh no..!! haha...

my new bag..!! so super nice.. haha.. it's red..!! but now it's time to save up for my specs.... really abit cannot stand wearin contacts everyday... hehe... muz get a super nice spec.. hehe..

okie.. tat's all for todae... hope i'm gettin my phone back soon... if not i cannot msg u le... :( gd nite everyone..!

PISSED!

i'm damn pissed..!! so wat if i went home late?! it's not even super ultra late lah...!! 12 plus onli lor... WTH!!!! pissed pissed pissed...! they kept treatin me like small little kid... i'm like DAMN old enough to do wat i wan!!!!!!!!!!!! and now my phone's taken away from me.... :( sux..!!! sux sux sux sux sux....! den how to msg pple and play mario durin lesson?!!! WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna run away from home... i wanna get out of tis sick life... would anyone take me in?? but i've got no money to support myself... so i hav to freakin stay in tis s*** for many more years till i get a job or somethin.... i wanna grow up FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!

heck lah... i'm so damn freakin pissed now... pissed pissed pissed...!! so juz stay away from me or i'll piss u off too...

frustrated... my dad came into my room while smokin again!!!! i'm pissed.. my room is now filled wif e smell of cigarette....! ah!!!!

anyway... other than tat.... i'm pretty alrite wif my life now... still in my own 'little' dilema.... but it can't bring me down..!

so much had happened within e past few days...

e band pple got back from hawaii wif GOLD... i watched sunset for e first time in my life... it was breathtakin...! i was totally overwhelmed by it..!! makes me marvel even more at e works of God.... went to the new cathay cineplex for e first time... watched my first french movie... had my first ever bike ride... had a rat rammin rite into my feet for e first time... confessed one of my greatest sin to someone for e first time... ... ... .... ... .... ... ... ..... ..... ..... ... ... .... .... ... ... ......

my life's changed i guess... for e better i hope...

i'll always keep a piece of u in my heart... no matter wat had happened.. i'll never forget bout u... thank u for all e things u've done for me... for all e love u've given me... it's not e end of road for e both of us... we juz went on our own ways in search of happiness... hope u'll find ur happiness soon...

dilema....

dilema... my new favourite word... coz tat's wat i'm feelin all e time now...

it sux when all ur frens noe bout ur screwed up love life... ah!!! why can't i be normal?!

todae our dear mr ho encouraged everyone to run for EXCO in our respective CCA... i wan to run.. but am too tired... am mentally and physically drained...

it's been a very short short while... i'm sure pple will hate me for doin tis... let time erase away others' memories... so tat i can start a new life... a better and happier one... both on e outside as well as e inside...

[LuLu~] i pray for eternal happiness.......

changed my template!

yeah... got new template... so nice rite... but a bit green.. hehe... nvm...

sorrie to all those i pissed off todae... was in a bad mood... but i'll be alrite... :)

shouldn't let all these affect me...

i will do my best to put all these things behind me...

[LuLu~] i'll treasure tis newfound relationship wif u....

pure bliss

i can't believe everythin tat had happened in e past week... seemed like a dream... a fairytale... i dono how to put it... but it's pure bliss.... :) God is really kind to me... i'll treasure tis kindness He's given to me wif my heart and my soul...

i thank my Lord for u...

edited:
my life's like a rollercoaster ride... all incredible things had happened to me... though not all are pleasant... wish things would now go on smoothly... wish my heart would neva be broken again... wish my life would change for e better... i thank u my Lord..!

i feel bad... doin such a thing to u... pls don hate me.....

:)

life's so super unpredictable....!

it's true..!!

when the Lord closes the door...

he'll always leave a window open...

i'm fortunate...

to discover tat opened window...

right in front of me..

[ i'm blessed... ]

edited:
somehow my tagboard died... i'm not fixin it anywae.. too lazy... so anythin juz tell me straight in e face... :) cheers..!