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i'm still feelin insecured... not becoz of wat he said.. but becoz of how much i'm afraid of havin to lose u... i'm afraid tat one day u cant tolerate me..... i'm juz not sure of how u feel towards me... i feel like u're holdin back... i'm afraid tat u don love me as much as how u loved her... u're much more expericenced than i am... i'm afraid i cant match up wif u... i'm afraid tat i can't meet ur expectations of me.....

i hav my fears... i hav my doubts...

i wish i knew u better... i wish i knew how u really feels... i wish to be a better person becoz of u... i wish i'm worthy.... i wish i hav more to offer... i wish u're happie... i wish to give u happiness... i wish i'm e one... i wish not to disappoint u... i wish not to be compared... i wish to hav ur 100%____... i wish u're true...........[LuLu~] am i doin e rite thing.......?