Monday, May 01, 2006

I'm back!!

hello!! i'm finally back from Batam!! haha.. although it's onli 2 days 1 nite.. but seemed like forever.. probably i missed u so much... :) anywae... here's e few pics i took there...

Batam trip!!


actually e trip was pretty fun... and i've learnt quite abit...

makin music is not about how well u can sing or play e instrument... it's not about how good all ur techniques are... it's about how u can touch others through ur music... a great musician is someone who can touch others wif their music... someone who can express their feelings in e music that they make.... leadin worship or singin in a church choir is not about how good u sound... it is whether u can lead and bring e church to God... i was overwhelmed when i tried singin from deep within my heart to God... it was not tryin to perfect every note i sang... it was tryin to worship God through my song... and to express my love to my Lord.... singin in a church choir is different from when u sing durin worship... e church listens to ur voices... and through ur voices... u bring them to God... it is a powerful thing... i dono how to discribe it... i'm overwhelmed...

oh yes... to those pple who wants to drink... if others tell u tat u are drunk... trust us... YOU ARE INDEED VERY DRUNK... haha... i shall not mention e incidents tat happened in e resort... seemed like i'm bein more and more like an alcoholic... haha... me and sally wanted to hav a great time drinkin de... but end up hav to take care of our dear 'die-oso-don-wan-admit-they're-drunk' drunk frens... haha... super funny... nvm...

i think insects tat kisses pple loves me!!! now i hav like a million insect bites all over me lah...!! my skin's goin to rot anytime!!!

think e trip bonded e youth choir alot... haha... our musicians are like super funny... it was very fun 'playin' wif them in e bedroom...!! haha... nvm....

gotta go back to school tomolo! arz..! oh yes.. there's SC investiture tomolo... :) congrats to terrence PK and wufan!!

think i'm goin to be sick soon...

[LuLu~] do u love me..?
i can't help but think about u... but it hurts to noe tat u still hav feelings for her... although i've said tat i don mind... but it still will hurt no matter wat... i'm scared tat one day she'll wan u back... i'm even more afraid tat u'll be tempted to go back to her.... i wish u would love me more than i love u... or at least love me as much as i love u... i wish i mean much more to u... i'm forever worried bout ur safety... always wonderin if u're safe... sometimes u can be so cold... i do need ur attention... i hope tis love i've given to u will not be in vain... i've never loved a person tis much before... so please make up ur decision before i fall more and more in love wif u...