disappointment....

i'm really disappointed.... wif myself... wif u... wif everything... wif wateva tat's happenin rite now... i juz can't help it... i'm disappointed wif myself tat i can't show my true self to e rest of e world... hidin behind a mask all e time... i'm always pretendin... pretendin to be happie.. pretendin everythin's fine... pretendin...... haiz...

had chem spa yesterdae... it went well i think... i hope... at least i got e colour change rite and e result rite too...

i'm not in e mood to blog now... bye for now... wait till i'm in a better mood....

[LuLu~] top of ur priority list........?