i don like e me now... i'm gettin mean... i'm gettin from bad to worse... haiz... nvm... feelin ffffffffffffat and uuuuuuuuuuuuuuugly now....

it's really hard to hold on tight to u pple anymore... i tried hard... but i'm really tired... tired of tryin to hold on to all of u anymore... like i've said... insignificant me... no one will ever take me seriously... treat me like i meant somethin to u... haiz... i am feelin so distant from u all... why is it tat whenever i put my heart and soul into somethin... it juz comes back breakin my heart... disappointin me...

i wonder wat if i was never there... wat if..........

so much goin on in my mind rite now...

i ought to be studyin...

i'm sleepin on e floor tonite.. haiz...

[LuLu~] depression..............

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juz great... look at my wishlist... onli one item is finally mine... great...!! juz great!!! and to think tat i could buy them while everywhere's on sale now.. haiz...

please do NOT buy me anythin for my birthdae...

and mid-years in less than 2 weeks time... wat hav i done so far..?? NOTHING!!!!!!! haiz.. useless stupid lazy me....

the higher the expectation the greater the disappointment.... how true...

go sleep now... still got band tomolo morning....

[LuLu~] do i mean anythin....?