disappointments....

let me just say that i'm disappointed with alot of stuffs... i'm disappointed with u... disappointed with me bein not e one... disappointed tat my efforts all these times/years hav not paid off... disappointed with how u all hav regarded me as...

maybe i should just give it up... and i'm seriously considerin to do so... but i know tat by givin up means i've wasted so much time and effort on this... what should i do???

perhaps it's time to re-evaluate my priorities... what means e most to me... what is worth my time and efforts... what i really want...

why is it that everytime i gave my all but end up not bein taken seriously?? am i not good enough for u all or how i feel just doesn't matter... hav u all ever thought of how i'd hav felt when u made those decisions tat might(if it hav not dawned upon u) change my life in a way??

never mind now... since i'm of no importance to u all... perhaps i'll just disappear one day...