i love u..!!

first of all... i wish i can be e cure to all illness... so tat u'll be well again... so tat u won't be sayin all those nonsense bout urself... :)

aha... let me list down my shoppin list here... essential goods kiez... so here goes...

ESSENTIAL things to get for myself [budget]:
1) spectacles [$100]
2) files (for school and swo) [$10]
3) runnin shoes [$100]
4) swimsuit [$50]
5) jacket [$100]

oh my goodness... essential goods alone will cost me more than $300!!!!!! ROAR...!! wat bout all my luxury goods??!!!!!!!!!!! haiz... poor LuLu~.... money pls pls pls drop from the sky!!!

anyway... i can't wait for friday... :) cant wait cant wait cant wait....! hehe..

i muz force myself to go swim tomolo... no matter wat...!! haha... oh yes... did i mention tat i've lost 1.5kg already... :) haha... so happie so happie so happie... yeah!!

go shoppin tomolo...!! :) get my nokia6280!!! hehe... i hope...

[LuLu~] thanx for bein so patient wif me... :)

get well soon....

darlin's sick... and my headache's oso gettin worse.. pls stop me if u see me pop another panadol extra... haiz... he looked like he's dyin... *touch wood*.... and my heart aches... managed to spend e whole of todae and yesterdae takin care of him... :) oh yeah... all tat i can say is he's super stubborn..!! argh... tomolo his family's flyin off at nite...wish he's fine... hmm... helped out alittle at his house todae... i do not wish to say anythin bout tat... met his dad... think he expects alot from me... haiz... nvm... i'll not say anythin here..

aniwae... i was super happie when i opened my mail-box todae...!!! mr kwek liked out GPP!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!!
'Hi,your GPP is very well written and well thought out. Please go ahead and execute your plan. It may turn into a real-life meaningful project. Good work!'
wahahah...!!! i'm so happie and relieved and glad...!! our group turned out to be fantastic...!! oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah... but poor kailee... haiz... i can onli pray hard for her... hope she's doin fine...

anyway... tomolo's VJCSB's investiture... sadly i hav somethin super important on... haiz... will miss e seniors....

Things to do durin e june holidays:
1) mug hard for mid-year
2) swo concert on 17 june
3) pub'in wif sally and samuel on 11june
4) train hard for squash
5) lots of stay-over
6) complete surveys and stuffs for PW
7) my birthdae on 22june
8) sally's birthdae cum her sis's weddin on 10june
9) great singapore sale!!!!!!!!
10) send darlin's family off tomolo nite
11) lose at least 3kg by e end of e hol
12) prac my trumpet for SSW's july competition

argh... do i hav enough time...? hmm... nvm... i'll hav to find time no matter wat...

[LuLu~] wish u're feelin better.....

V.I.C.T.O.R.I.A.!

V.I.C.T.O.R.I.A.!!!

We are e CHAMPIONS!!!!

whoohoo!!! haha... after my dear jaslyn's soccer gers emerged CHAMPION... our soccer guys are too e CHAMPIONS...!! haha.. it was emotional rollercoaster ride all e way.... i'm glad we won... :) and tis is wat makes VJC different from all other JC....

next year i muz go support jaslyn no matter wat... irregardless of wat i hav.... onli if i'm dead will i not turn up for her match... so if next year u do not see me at e soccer ger's finals... either i'm e worst fren on earth or i'm dead... haha....

anyway... thanx to all the sports teams... we've got a full day off...!! haha... but thanx to band... i've gotta go back school and get ready for tonite's MAJESTIA!!!!

'xxx: so r u all goin out after tis?
LuLu~: not me...
xxx: why?!
LuLu~: i've got MAJESTIA tonite....
xxx: huh?! so sad lah... '

'xxx: so how's life??
LuLu~: life?....... i hav no life.....'

pple... look forward to tonite's MAJESTIA....!

i miss my darlin...

[LuLu~] u spice up my life.... my almost non-existent life....

deep in thoughts...

yes.. u're rite.. it's juz a tiny little small insignificant part of my life... u're much more than tat... so i shan't let it affect me at all.... i'm a big fat liar... haiz... it is affectin me... in a way or another... but i'll try to get over it... i hate myself for makin u get worried over me... and i hate to let u hear me cry... haiz...

todae's e ultimate bridge day!!!! wahaha... first was bridge in tree house since mr koh not around for math tutorial... haha... den it was bridge again in LT5 durin chem lecture... haha... and finally it was yet more bridge in e tree house durin econ lecture... haha... obviously we didn't go econ lec.. haha.. nvm... i bought 2 GV movie voucher from eeliak for $7 each... haha... tat was random... i shall compile my shoppin list to prepare myself for e GSS!!!!!! haha... but i'm runnin low on my GSS funds....!!! any kind soul wanna sponsor me...?? hehe...

i'm 2quartermaster...

oh yes... CONGRATS JASLYN!!!!!!! yeah.... my dear jaslyn's soccer team won!!!!! WON WON WON!!!! they're e CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!! haha... so proud of her!!!!!!!!! wish i was there to support her.... but due to certain reason i couldnt be there... and i'm regrettin every single second of not bein there!!!!! roar...!!!

f*** off........!!!!!

i'm feelin really vulgar now... nvm...

diego shld go attend english oral lessons... haha... to correct his weird pronounciation.. haha... no offence...!! but it's super funny... haha...

world cup's comin and my class guys are all turnin into soccer fanatics.... it's super funny.. haha....

LuLu~ shall go exercise more often.. run more...!! to train up for squash...!!

tis blog is too random... sorrie pple...

i can't wait for tis week to end... end to my misery....

to stay or not to stay?? dilema....

i expect at least an apology...

[LuLu~] at least i've still got u.......

haiz....!!

i'm sorrie..!! sorrie sorrie sorrie... i'm a coward... yes.. i am..! ah....!!!!! but i promise u i'll tell him within this few days.... i promise i promise i promise...!!! sorrie for bein such a disappointment.... haiz.... wake up LuLu~!!! and face e reality!!!! roar!!!!!

gpp's due tomolo and my dear diego still hav not sent me e gpp....!! ah...

i shall stay up till 12 and wait for diego to send me e gpp... anythin later than tat and i'm off to bed!!!

i need specs..!!!!

like ur jacket darlin?? :)

i can't wait for next week... but it's gonna be a super duper ultra busy week now... hav band everyday....!!! (if they decided to hav prac on thursday.. which is like 99% will hav...)... haha... i'm hardcore band'it!!!!!! haha... even sat and sunday after majestia i'll still hav SWO and SSW lor... wahahaha.... nvm... i need as much prac as i can.... my playin's gettin worse i think.. haiz....

stupid mosquito kept kissin me!!!! go away go away go away!!!! i'm not sweet...!!!!

[LuLu~] i've failed u yet again........................

disappointment....

i'm really disappointed.... wif myself... wif u... wif everything... wif wateva tat's happenin rite now... i juz can't help it... i'm disappointed wif myself tat i can't show my true self to e rest of e world... hidin behind a mask all e time... i'm always pretendin... pretendin to be happie.. pretendin everythin's fine... pretendin...... haiz...

had chem spa yesterdae... it went well i think... i hope... at least i got e colour change rite and e result rite too...

i'm not in e mood to blog now... bye for now... wait till i'm in a better mood....

[LuLu~] top of ur priority list........?

the da vinci code...

since today is e release of e much-anticipated movie - the da vinci code.... here are my thoughts bout tis whole da vinci code hoo-haa......

firstly, i hav to admit tat 'facts' in tis story are very very very very very super duper ultra unreliable... bleah... he got alot of e facts wrong.. wrong wrong wrong..!! but i shall not elaborate here... u smart pple readin tis blog can go find out urself bout e truth behind those 'facts'... contradictin!!!

but... aside from e wrong facts and stuff.. e story is very good!!! it's intriguin!!! all e puzzles and mysteries to be solved... fascinatin!!

i think tat we as christians shld hav our faith strong when readin tis book... yes... it somehow seemed convincin.. but don let one man's words shatter ur faith in God..!! tis book is under e fiction category!! not history!!!! so please juz read it for entertainment... afterall it is very well-written despite e whole twisted truth... some people condemn the da vinci code... claimin it is e work of satan... i personnally don feel tis way... it is afterall just a story... but it is u who choose whether to believe it or not to... so if ur faith is strong... wat can a mere book do to take u away from God??!!!! u will face many other obstacles tat will make u question God... but is ur faith strong enough???? people are protestin against tis book.... but look at it in another way.... now tat it had caught e attention from all over the world... not just christians.. but also non-christians are more eager to find out e truth behind wat e book claimed to be true.... my faith has grown exponentially ever since i started readin and learnin about the true history behind Jesus.... who would even tok bother bout the dead sea scrolls and ect if not for tis book....?? thanx to da vinci code.... there are so many many books and documentaries now about Jesus... about how the contents of the da vinci code differ from the truth.... i've learnt so much tat more about christianity.... i don think i will hav tis opportunity to do so... i don even think i would ever try to find out so much if not for tis book... i hav to thank it somehow...

so to those out there..... read the book or watch the movie wif an open mind.... do not be deceived by it.... let not ur faith be shaken!! it is afterall juz a fiction!! and enjoy e adventure!!

note: if i hav offended u here in anyway i'm sorrie.. tis is juz my personal opinion... no offence to anyone! :)

edited:
tat was one serious entry... nvm.. on a lighter note... i'm havin SPA tomolo!! not so light anyhow... haha... aniwae.. tomolo's half day!! yeah!! thanx to softball girls who got overall champion..!! congrats!!! e boys did a good job too...!! oh yes...! lemme complain complain complain!!!! I CANNOT GO SUPPORT JASLYN FOR HER SOCCER FINALS NEXT WEDNESDAY...!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so pissed!! roar!!! WTH WTH WTH WTH!!!!! wat a best fren i am lah... I'M SORRIE JASLYN!!!!!!!!!! SORRIE SORRIE SORRIE SORRIE SORRIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEXT YEAR I DIE OSO COME SUPPORT U OKIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nvm... tat's all for now.... can't wait for tomolo....

[LuLu~] days apart................

tired....

harlow!!... let me first announce tat my skin is perfectly fine now..!! oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah...!! hehe... i'm so happie...!! i'm not lookin like a freak anymore...!! yeah yeah yeah....!!

i love my new wallet....!!!!!!!!! haha... and wat came wif it.... hehe... thank u darlin..!! haha.... so happie so happie so happie....!!!

okay... i'm juz super happie...!! nothin can spoil my mood now... mm.... maybe besides thinkin of u....??

wah... let me tell u tis... i ran 3.2km todae!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! i actually ran...!! haha.. okay.. maybe i walked for like 0.4km... but i did in fact ran most of e time...!! hopefully no wobbly legs tomolo.... but i'm feelin a sense of achievement eh...!! hehe....

did i tell u how much i love u.....??? THIS MUCH!

anyway... i'm feelin really optimistic tat i do not feel like bloggin bout some shitty stuffs tat's been goin on... bleah.... shall throw them aside for now... maybe i'll complain some other dae....??

oh yah... todae durin GP... dear mrs liew was tokin bout sociable vs solitude.... and let me tell u tis... i love solitude...!! yes...!!! i'm a loner...!! i'm a loser...!! but i love solitude...!! haha... nvm... tat was random.....

[LuLu~] tuck u away in my wallet....??

cookie monster!

wahaha... i'm finally gettin betta wif those disgustin rashes...!!! yeah... i'm now close to lookin normal again!! :) but they're still itchin like nobody's business!!...

ohohoh... e cookie monster shirt is super cute..!! :) hehe...

haha... peifang told me tat she saw me went past her at e causeway... haha... talkin bout coincidence!!!! anyway... i ate so much these few days...!! time to lose weight LuLu~!!! there's 5 items tomolo... hopefully i'll get gold tis year again..!!

movies i watched/wanna watch tis month:
1. Mission: Impossible III
2. Jasmine Women
3. The Wild
4. Where the Truth Lies (it's R21!! i can't watch...!! ROAR!!)
5. The Da Vinci Code
6. X-Men: The Last Stand
7. Over The Hedge

wah..!! tat'll cost me 7x$7.00=$49!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahlao..!! and i don think i'll be watchin all of them on weekdays...!! okay.. maybe movie no.4 is like out of e question.. but... still... $42!!!!!!!!!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!! wish i'm a rich kid... bleah... nvm...

did i tell u how much i miss u?? haha... i miss u!!! nvm... i'm gettin irritatin....

i crave for:
1. cheesecake!
2. nachos wif extra extra extra extra cheese!!!
3. egg tarts!
4. ice cream!!!!!
5. pizza!
6. pasta!!!!!
7. hash brown!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8. mashed potato...!!
9. you you you you you you you you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i should stop thinkin bout food!! roar...

nvm.. tis blog's gettin borin.. i'm sure u all don plan on readin further.. so i'll juz stop here.. :)

[LuLu~] to love and be loved in return..... :)

itch itch itch!!!

ROAR!!! i feel like slappin and wackin someone now!!!!! my arm and neck is itchy like mad now lah... stupid rashes..!!!!! look like i hav some terminal skin disease...!! and went to e clinic in e mornin... all e people there shun me like i'm a walkin-disease-spreadin-zombie or somethin lor..!! WTH!!!! i'm feelin super ultra ostracised lor...!! onli got a nice auntie came to tok to me and told me not to scratch my horrible lookin arms... bleah...! i'm super irritated wif e rashes now... no more bloggin for now... bleah..!!

[LuLu~] i love u....

whee!!!

oh oh oh!!! yesterday was a superb day man...!! haha... i'm so satisfied..!! :)

OMG OMG OMG!!! i passed my 2.4run!!! and e timin's REAL good too...!! haha... to me at least...!! i'm like 39th in position lah... hehe... so proud of myself.... haha... but now my legs are wobbly... and to think tat i'm goin m'sia later?? hehe... nvm... den since VJ's a pollin centre.. we were bein chased out of school at 11...! yeah... den i took armenian dances conductor score and went home...!! haha.. wanted to study e score one.. but ended up nappin on e sofa till dono wat time... hehe.... i'm such a pig lah... :) den darlin came pick me up to go tanglin mall....!!! wah... it's like a place wif toys toys toys... hehe... wanted to buy present for benny sid and conran one... but think they'll kill me or somethin if i'd gotten them toys... :) haha... but they're like super cute and some are really fun..!! anyway... after tat went downtown east to eat chicken rice wif his frens.. haha... i'm such a pig...! ate so much!!! hehe... after chicken rice was cheesecake at east coast!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!! cheesecake was heavenly!!!! haha... i love blueberry cheesecake!!!!!! yummy yummy!!! hehe... i think i'll need more 2.4km run to burn off all those fats.... bleah... but e cheesecake's really really very super duper ultra nice...!!!! :)

oh yes... at pasir ris i saw all these NS boys bookin out... so many green figures roamin around e MRT station... parents and gerfrens everywhere lah... glad i don hav to go through all these waitin for loved ones to book out.... jasmine hang on there!!! :) u've still got me...!! i can be ur les partner anytime...!! haha... i miss u all so so much lah...

i think i'm like always wastin money...!! argh... been takin taxi to school every friday without fail.. haha... coz had to be in school at 7.15 to prepare for assembly wif e band... roar!!! den always cannot wake up early enough to take bus to school!! i'm a lazy bum..!!! wastin money all e time... haiz...

i wan go get a nice tan and swim!!! argh!!! but it's rainin again.. bleah... where's e sun?! nvm... shall study armenian dances now!!! i can do it.... haha...

i think my PW group is actually turnin out to be juz fine... :) i'm glad... and hopefully my dear mr kwek would like e idea... :)

todae's gonna be a fun and excitin day.....! i hope... haha....

[LuLu~] feelin ur touch......
i'm sorrie to make u feel bad... it's not ur fault at all... i don blame u at all... i onli blame myself for not bein good enough... not good enough to let u stop feelin for her.... not good enough to let u love me whole heartedly... not good enough to let u feel onli for me.... i don wan u to prove me anythin... like i've said... coz it really doesn't matter... i can't force u to stop feelin for her... and tat's a fact... but i'll still love u all e same... i don wanna lose u.........

feel like dyin!!!

okay okay... todae's such excitin day...!! haha... despite e fact tat i'm still havin bad headaches tat doesn't wanna go away after 3 panadol extra... i feel great!! haha... wat a big fat liar i am... bleah...

ECONS LECTURE IS FUN AND EXCITIN AND INTERESTIN!!!! yes.. u got me rite.. haha... i think tat how interestin a lecture is really depends on e lecturer man..!! haha... he's super funny... said alot of 'sounds wrong' stuff... particularly e one bout e 'havin a free ride of my banana'... somethin liddat.. can't rmb.. haha... but it was hilarious lah... imagine a lecturer sayin tat early in e mornin...!! haha... today's weird... after e 'banana' thing... there's tis 'monkey' thing durin chem lecture... haha.. wat's wrong wif e lecturers todae..??!!!! all about monkey and banana... haha... so todae's not a so super borin day after all....

hehe... celebrated tsunami's b'dae durin e 3 period break... we had pizza delivered to school!!! haha... very funny.. coz park told them to cut them into really thin pieces... and they really did!!! it's like e pizza is divided into like 15 slices lah.. haha... okay.. i exaggerated... still.. pizza is sinful! argh..!! i muz not grow fat anymore!!! hehe... den they dunked him into e super ultra disgustin algae infested fountain...!! haha... poor boy... look at his algae manifasted pants.. haha... sorrie tsunami!! happie birthday..!!

oh yes.. had my very first squash trainin!! i almost died..!! yes..!! so don believe others when they say tat squash trainin is very slack...!!! it's not at all lah.. haha... cycled for like 15 min?? haha.. den did super tirin shuttle run back and forth in e squash court... ah...!! i've got wobbly legs.. haha... and my bum hurts from sittin on e cyclin thing... :p

tomolo's 2.4km run...!! and LuLu~ will fail it 100% man..!! oh no oh no oh no...!! please give me strengh and stamina!!!!!! and tomolo's a waste of time goin to school.. since there's onli GP and PE tat will take place... roar!!! if not for e 2.4km run tat i'll obviously fail... i wouldn't even think of goin school lah... bleah..

oh yes...!! i desperately need money!!! haha... so anyone wif a good pay part-time job lobang please inform me!!!!!! haha... or if u've got too much too much spare cash and wish to do some good deed... please gimme gimme gimme all ur money...!! haha....

i miss u i love u i miss u i love u...!!

i miss sq0205!!!!!!! i wan squad chalet..!!!!

i need a booze...!! i need lots of alcohol!!! roar!!!

[LuLu~] i need a break from everythin except u....

Argh!!!

i'm pissed..!! hav all these little super ultra itchy bumps all over my body now...! and they're really friggin itchy!! and i hav no privacy!! NO PRIVACY!!! they juz come into my room and look at me bloggin lah... WTH!!! nvm... i'm itchin all over now... think i'm goin to scratch myself till my skin rot or somethin.. haiz... currently.. i hav 7 bumps on my rite arm... 5 bumps on my left arm... 2 on my neck.. 1 under my chin... and many more on body parts i wish not to be mentioned... bleah...

i wan e adidas jacket!!!!!!! it's super nice super nice super nice super nice...!! okay.. tat shall my on e top of my wishlist... hehe... and i desperately need new specs.. e one i'm wearin now is literally fallin apart... money money money... please drop from e sky!!!!!!! haha... nvm...

i'm now countin down to school holidays.... hehe... it'll be super fun...!! since already had so much plans made.... hehe... can't wait can't wait.... but on e other hand... tat means somethin else too... haiz...

i think i need a air refreshener for my room... forever got tis cigratte smell thanx to my dad comin into my room while smokin... i'm goin to die early because of second hand smoke...!!!! roar...!!!

[LuLu~] to love and be loved in return...
my heart bleeds...

I'm back!!

hello!! i'm finally back from Batam!! haha.. although it's onli 2 days 1 nite.. but seemed like forever.. probably i missed u so much... :) anywae... here's e few pics i took there...

Batam trip!!


actually e trip was pretty fun... and i've learnt quite abit...

makin music is not about how well u can sing or play e instrument... it's not about how good all ur techniques are... it's about how u can touch others through ur music... a great musician is someone who can touch others wif their music... someone who can express their feelings in e music that they make.... leadin worship or singin in a church choir is not about how good u sound... it is whether u can lead and bring e church to God... i was overwhelmed when i tried singin from deep within my heart to God... it was not tryin to perfect every note i sang... it was tryin to worship God through my song... and to express my love to my Lord.... singin in a church choir is different from when u sing durin worship... e church listens to ur voices... and through ur voices... u bring them to God... it is a powerful thing... i dono how to discribe it... i'm overwhelmed...

oh yes... to those pple who wants to drink... if others tell u tat u are drunk... trust us... YOU ARE INDEED VERY DRUNK... haha... i shall not mention e incidents tat happened in e resort... seemed like i'm bein more and more like an alcoholic... haha... me and sally wanted to hav a great time drinkin de... but end up hav to take care of our dear 'die-oso-don-wan-admit-they're-drunk' drunk frens... haha... super funny... nvm...

i think insects tat kisses pple loves me!!! now i hav like a million insect bites all over me lah...!! my skin's goin to rot anytime!!!

think e trip bonded e youth choir alot... haha... our musicians are like super funny... it was very fun 'playin' wif them in e bedroom...!! haha... nvm....

gotta go back to school tomolo! arz..! oh yes.. there's SC investiture tomolo... :) congrats to terrence PK and wufan!!

think i'm goin to be sick soon...

[LuLu~] do u love me..?
i can't help but think about u... but it hurts to noe tat u still hav feelings for her... although i've said tat i don mind... but it still will hurt no matter wat... i'm scared tat one day she'll wan u back... i'm even more afraid tat u'll be tempted to go back to her.... i wish u would love me more than i love u... or at least love me as much as i love u... i wish i mean much more to u... i'm forever worried bout ur safety... always wonderin if u're safe... sometimes u can be so cold... i do need ur attention... i hope tis love i've given to u will not be in vain... i've never loved a person tis much before... so please make up ur decision before i fall more and more in love wif u...